with love

2008-11-24T01:09:00.000-08:00

i recommend WILDCHILD to all of you. Patty misses me, she kept wanting to meet me today. She said that she suddenly miss me and want to tell me many many things. actually, we're meeting at 6pm to eat. but mummy says that she's cooking my favourite soup today and i can't go. i'm in the middle, how am i supposed to be feeling. happy because mummy's cooking my favourite soup or unhappy because i can't meet patty. i was supposed to call john yesterday for chit-chat, but i forgot until i receive his message which i saw only today. i feel so weird today, like i wanna do something but i kept forgetting what it is. i don't feel like bathing or eating, which is super weird, cause i can't stop eating and i always want to bathe. so instead, i played playstation just now, i played the DISNEY DDR. so lame, but i miss it. oh yes, mummy bought me a VOLKWAGEN vintage bag. i wanted the another bag, which has comic strips everywhere on the bag. can you imagine how cool it is, but i chose that bag instead. cause mummy threw my white colour volkwagen bag away in vietnam. i want to return to that shop real soon. saturday was cool, patty, tracey, jazreel, brent and me went to watch wildchild. super nice show, and we wore our clique tee =] the main lead looks like ashley tisdale alot alot, but she's prettier. after the show, we went to wishma but jazreel and brent went to church. i collected my phone, thanks for accompanying me. after wishma, we went to far east and i bought the dressy that i all along wanted. the aunty gave me a 10% off cause it's the last piece. the previous time i bought a dress from there, i got 10% off cause it's the last piece again. at 6plus, all of us went separate ways. tracey went to take a cab cause she's very lazy to take a bus. haha, actually it's because no bus goes to achorpoint. patty and i went to the bus-stop and her bus came super fast while my bus took like 30 minutes. went to my auntie's house and all of them were like passing my dress around. i just found it i used $60 plus on saturday.

2008-10-28T06:53:00.000-07:00

i have got a new blog, and i'm not gonna delete this blog cause there's 500 posts. link me on your blog, my new blog, http://www.alluringlamorous.blogspot.com/ and put it under XIAOXIAN. thankys. will be posting more on the new bloggy. and start afresh.

2008-10-28T05:08:00.000-07:00

lame shit, all my posts appears to be black in colour only. cause my previous blogskin is auto colour. but after all, it looks cool. i'm getting fatter everyday, cause i kept eating and eating. and i feel very tired nowadays, so i slept for hours. 8 more days to vietnam trip, i can't be present for jazreel's birthday. but all of them are going to wear pandemonium's jersey. so i'm gonna celebrate her birthday with them by wearing it in vietnam. what a friend i am, my phone battery died after talking on the phone with crappers.i know a secret now, lame. i'm almost done with my english homework, i don't want to do my chinese MCQ. yet i don't want to copy, cause i'm guai. we have to read like 4 books, ridiculous. but at the end of the day, i will still do it. i might be starting tuition for nexxt year after i return from vietnam. i'm catching the movie "how she move". i think it might be nice, or not. mario is lame, so is poh kiat. i sent a bloody long message just now, and things are settled. i'm so smart, geraldine owes me my present. i owe joanne a present, should i buy or not. i might be changing my blog URL.

2008-10-26T23:29:00.000-07:00

jerk. today is morning, happy deepavali people. supposedly, i'm at harbourfront now with mom. but i changed my mind and stayed home to do my math assignment online. i think i suffered a great blow from my bloody hell end of year results. the government isn't giving me money this year like last year, oh goodbye my $200. it's not a small sum, but whatever. upper secondary, i'm here for you. i'm so gonna enjoy my holidays this year, vietnam trip and more. i think patty is dying of boredom and i can't save her. haha, dumb. my jaws hurts now, and i have no idea why. my head is also hurting at times now, what is happening. is it a sign or what. maybe i got tired out by skating yesterday. i just realised that i didn't even mention about yesterday. went to east coast for rollar blading with cousins yesterday. funny shit, we kept looking out for our little cousins in case they falls down. after awhile, skated back to find the adults. and i decided not to skate anymore, sat down to play with rachecl. and this little 5 years old girl threw sand on me, thanks. headed to airport to eat, and blah blah blah. home-ed, and i fall asleep accompanied by rashes. dumb, yes i know. i might be changing blogskin.

2008-10-26T01:17:00.000-07:00

yoyoyoyo. i got to know a new cool friend & he is nigel. haha, lame. today is sunday, i miss laughing at mr ronnie's dumb jokes. my speaker is finally working but it goes dumb sometimes. so daddy's buying me a new speaker, i want one with big earphones. i'm getting a new everything for next year, a new school bag, pencil case, water bottle, new whatever, new cliques (NO WAY), and i'm striving for good results next year, and no more stress, no more class chairperson( i doubt so). cool stuffs, i think i should finish my holiday assignments before going for my vietnam trip, i'm so gonna spend a bomb.
yesterday's pink ribbon dance was fabulous, mrs yeo was present too. henderson.

2008-10-24T08:33:00.000-07:00

it's holidays! but i'm still going back to school, both former and current. radin mas had a secondary school fair, radin mas students was invited to go back to school. woke up at 7.30am, it's supposed to be 7.15, but i delayed. met jazreel at the cake shop and cindy at the bus-stop, went in together. took ms sek's car there, my worst nightmare. benjamin is in the car too, like GOSH. reached radin mas and the booth was set up, went around giving out flyers and stuff. the jumpstylers and band attracted alot of attention, which is cool. went in to AVA room with mr tse for the presentation. i'm supposed to give out the prizes for those who managed to answer the question, but benjamin took my job. go and die lah, you stealer. so i went to chat with mrs kwah and ms govi. they're like shocked by the activities we had in school, the second batch that came in was em3. some of us was being assigned to different roles, i'm staying in the AVA to help, because i'm a ex-radinmasian. and the rest had to go to the hall, no aircon. after the talk, we went back to the hall, and we took pictures and chat with jumpstylers. =] good friends. went to tiong to eat after that, went back to school for dance. was super high in dance. then we went to meet jiayang and yiren at tiong again. took bus to heeren and walked to cineleisure. jiayang was like behaving like some small kid, so funny. patty and i laughed like hell. bought tickets and went for sushi, yiren's treat. and we kept disturbing the waiter and waitress until they forgot to include our drinks in the payment. jazreel came after that, arcade-ed (patty only) and went to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3. it's fabulous, this time, there's alot alot of songs. so cool, senior year.

2008-10-21T06:14:00.000-07:00

this i just a random post, i just decided to post pictures taken during dragon boating, kayaking, nature walk and some of the sentosa trip.

I LOVE PATTY

2008-10-21T03:24:00.000-07:00

i hate today, the nature walk, the dumb PA light system, and the hot weather. get lost, i think it's time to change all the PA systems. the light's system is spooky, cause it kept on-ing by itself. and the damn benjamin kept acting as if he's the best and cool. you're wasting the land space and adding on to the air and noise pollution. hort park is definitely cool, BUT the walk there was terrible. i kept changing partners, first, i was with tessa, then jazreel and then qiuting and back again. this is called sociable. concert is alright, but it will be best without benjamin and the faulty light system. dance was fun, dance is always fun. played games & learnt blockings. and blahs, i'm exhausted.

2008-10-20T07:02:00.000-07:00

dragon boating today was cool and fabulous too. but kayaking is the best, maybe because we get to row row row a boat freely and mr jellyfish is there. thank god it didn't rain at changi, really thank god. the dragon boat is super heavy, the teacher assigned us into different groups, e3 didn't get to be together. well, that's sad. haha, cool stuff, i dropped into the water when the others didn't. and someone kept going around to spreading. LTC rehearsal today was terrible, they kept changing and changing stuffs. for what man. then blah blah blah, i'm tired. went to eat at the market with patty, jazreel, mario, daniel, yiren, jiayang and chiaming. and i come home, obviously. tomorrow is nature walk, dumb shit. i'm going to complain like nobody's business.

HUAI LE ROCKS!

2008-10-18T08:29:00.000-07:00

gosh, babies are so cute! met patty today, went to orchard for shopping. totally fabulous, went in many shops and dresses are so cute. & patty said that the prices are cuter, i'm the cutest. talked alot with patty today, & i laughed alot today, which is so relaxing. far east was our first stop, i spotted a very very very fabulous dress. it's 40bucks, wanted it alot. i went to try it on, but it looks big on me. so i gave it up, but i continued searching. and i bought a cool dress with a belt for 29 bucks, but it became 26 cause it was the last piece. i'm craving for BigBB ice-cream again! the next stop was wishma, we bought famous amos cookies only. we dumbly followed the smell of the cookies to the stall and got tempted. after wishma, we went to heeren. saw fiona and friends, went to punkstar, patty wanted to buy a bag, but you know. and the newurbanmale males are so scary lah, inside joke. we laughed our ass off, then we met fiona and friends again. after that, we walked to cineleisure for fun, the coffin was there. so scary, went into the korean shop to buy Big BB ice-cream. strawberry & apple favour, cool stuffs. i love it, it became in my ice-cream list. anderson ice-cream is still the best. =] then we took neoprints in the japan shop, the first time one was cool, but i spoilt it. hahaha! so we took another neoprint, the one that we had to stand on the stage and it will move up and down. then we walked to the bus-stop and home-d. cool stuff, yi hui was at my house. played the best pri school game, 'stress'! it's so fun, i kept winning her at first, but she caught up with me later on. and my house backout, for like no reasons. and rachecl jumped on me, so cute. she's so afraid.

2008-10-17T21:04:00.000-07:00

If you just realize what I just realized, then we'd be perfect for each other, and we'll never find another.

Just realize what I just realized, We'd never have to wonder.

If we missed out on each other, it's not the same, it's never the same,

If you meet me halfway, if you would meet me halfway,

It can be the same for you.

I’m sorry it’s taking me so long to find out what I’m feeling

I wonder if it will come to me, maybe not.

2008-10-17T06:37:00.000-07:00

I"M BOOKED FOR PREFECTS FOR THE SEC 1 REGISTRATION AND MORE.
i'm announcing it to the whole world, like what mr chia told us to do. it's bad news to ms hasina, cause qiaoting, patty and i are prefects. janel, good luck! haha, life getting interesting despite the fact that we're promoting to upper sec soon. prefects is having alot of activities in the December. gosh, time really files, what if next year time goes by slowly? we will be tortured!
dance today was tiring, not only we get to dance more but yesterday's kayaking made it worst. suddenly, i have a random miss of jolene and xiangzheng. hahaha, huai le called me to tell me about the announcement i made today. he's like so cute. monday is dragon boating, OMG!

2008-10-16T02:29:00.000-07:00

woah, today was fun fun fun and fun. took a long trip to changi adventure park, partnered with tessa today. we gather underneath the dom and was given alot of instructors, our socks must be removed. tessa and i almost went into the gents, and mr lim was shocked when he saw us wanting to go in. and the e4,e3 guys laughed at us. even mrs pang and mr see knows about it. then, we went into dom G to place our bags and gathered near the collecting of kayaking boat area. there's alot of things to take note of, and it's very funny, the way mr sky said it. he had to stop and wait for the planes to fly past before he continues. the part i hated most is that, we had to carry our boats to a faraway place. and we got the limited edition boat, and mr jimmy was like, don't think you got the limited edition boat, i'll be afraid of you. we had water confidence test, we interlocked our arms and walked towards the sea. i'm the first batch to test, and the water is cold. then after we've finished, we went back to our boat. mine was the easiest to remember, cause it's limited edition. then the people who is under dragon boat came to do the water confidence test. soon, we set off! we're inside the water, we had to jump onto the boat. hah, met the mr jimmy at the first pink ball. and we started crapping, tessa and i overtook everyone. and i started throwing seaweeds around, and my hands got sore from all those grabbing of the boats side to side. and mr jimmy cheated our feelings, but i forgive him. after that, we moved on to another pink ball and to another one. and we played games on the boat. i had to move over to the end climbing on every boat. and blahs, changed back to my limited edition boat. then we row around the sea and zoom-ed, we're back to the shore. really had a fabulous time. i'm looking forward to dragon boating.

Mother Tougue Di Zi Gui rehearsal, fun fun fun too. i'm doing lightnings! it's like so fun. skipping alot dance lessons nowadays.

2008-10-15T05:48:00.001-07:00

IGNORE MY PREVIOUS POST. I WAS CRAPPING

2008-10-15T03:54:00.000-07:00

i hate to recall about the past, especially those dumb days when everybody was down. i believe that i'm much cheerful-er(?) now, but those stuff just suddenly flash through. and it happened yesterday night, in fact, i was dreaming about it. and today too, when science was ending and obviously throughout the whole chinese periods. i have no idea why i suddenly recall it. i realised how dumb i was to let it happen again after the first time. people always say" once bitten twice shy", but i didn't listen. & in the end, it really happened again. okays, i can't control myself from posting these here. cause i can't find any one to talk to, or maybe others will find out. maybe some of my friends might know what i'm talking about, or maybe they don't even will. but at least i get to let everything out here, and i tried, really tried to forgot...

today was excellent, despite the fact that i recalled the past. mario didn't come today, and there's no joke. but poh kiat kept crapping before, during & after chinese lesson. i went to PA immediately today cause ___________, not because i had to rush for PA. No _____. No______. i'm weird, sometimes i get over things and think of the bright side easily. but today was different, i was affected by every single thing. even the fact that patty didn't call when i didn't appear in the toilet, i might sound petty. sometimes, i got over the fact that she didn't call. but today is different. i seriously felt as if i don't exist in their world, when they're ill, i will be the one calling to ask on them. but they never do it, patty often does it, but not the rest. and i've changed over the years, last time, i wouldn't dare to write these things out to let everyone know.
but whatever it might be, it's post-examination, i don't want to spoil it.

2008-10-14T05:41:00.000-07:00

today is a "shag!" day, everything didn't go well. firstly, our announce to the class about the farewell really sucks, and i almost gave up. why can't you all just spare a few hours more with the class. hello, it's the last year we're together. even though, we are not dying, but still? what is a class, people. you guys can't even sacrifice that period of time to bond together. so what if the teachers are going too, you meant without the teachers, it will be more fun? someone with such thinking can go and eat shit. later, you all with complain it's so early, why must it be on this day, why must the teachers go and some brainless crap will ask, can our other friends come. some might see why is there no food provided, why must be cycle, why must sentosa, why cannot go into the beach. please, the committees are not paid to serve you, if there's no teachers, you all might as well don't come to school. honestly, i really have the urge to slap all of your faces upside down during class just now. n o o f f e n d. we really put in alot of effort, REALLY.

& the lunch time concert sucks too. every single thing, dancers didn't do their best. and it's freaking obvious, i already went through the counting for that particular part. and all of you nodded and said you all got it. liars, you all did wrongly just now. but thank goodness, we are dancing to no one, no teachers, no principals. we're like performing during the 7th month. but i'm really happy that none of the teachers or staffs attended. standing at the front is really, you have to do the right thing. yes, i agree that we didn't have enough practice and it's our first time performing with people all around. i don't deny i was damn nervous, at a worse state than the SYFOC'08. even others commented that SOME looked blur DURING the dance.

2008-10-13T03:27:00.000-07:00

exams are over, but life still goes on. i'm just starting to receive plenty of admin & service stuff. like in PA, dance, prefect? i don't know, dance have apparently filled me up until the holiday starts, what else? this whole week is mostly on dance and PA, i'm involved in many many events. today's rehearsal at the PAC for the classical concert is just for fun. we have nothing to do, and victor said that i don't know anything even though i'm the I.C. but whatever, he also doesn't know what's happening too. stayed back with janel after the rehearsal to discuss about alot of dance stuff with mrs lim. so busy, i have alot to do. thank god sec 2 have only 8dancers. class party haven't even be planned at all, & no one's cooperating. & mr see is leaving and we're having farewell party. they want, i want, everyone wants. but no one cooperate. some will turn up late, some will do their own stuff, some will not want to join the game, some are not willingly to come, some are not willingly to pay. CRAP SHITS! & patty didn't come today, so i didn't get to lie on her lap.

2008-10-10T02:49:00.000-07:00

shag? no, i'm totally satisfied with my results. i don't care what ____________, or whoever says. this term isn't really easy to score. it's already good that i didn't flunk anything, or get C5 or C6. my lowest grade is B4, and i'm okay with it. i don't expect myself to get all A1 or A2. my humanities improved by 3-4 grades, which i don't think it's bad. i got B3 for history, hello? just a damn mark away to A2. ONE MARK. and i got 64 for goegraphy which is unbelievable which is B4 grade, still a mark away to B3. whatever you all might say about my results as long as my school teachers and myself knows that i've done my best. so what if i only got A1 for D & T, so what if my math isn't A1. that's not the point, people sees the progress and attitude. appreciate what you have now, saying that i didn't do well wouldn't change anything too. i believe that i did my very best, and my teachers saw it. i made good progress, from C6 or D7 to B3 or B4 is not an easy task in such a short period. as long as i made progress, done my best and my teachers said it's quite alright. the post-exams period are supposed to be fun, but what's happening? from someone" as long as you know you did your best" =]

2008-10-09T07:45:00.000-07:00

dance today was fabulous, except the fact that i take a long time to reach my diagonal line. & i would have to move a much longer distance in the hall. filet is gonna be nice, & i finally got to know my steps. i suddenly realised that i stopped talking to tracey, haha, random. patty was late today, and i'm punctual, i didn't say early. bought bread to dance studio, & this tells you how much i eats. i bought doughnuts and waffle while patty only bought doughnut. both of us was lazy to draw the dance studio keys today, so we just went to outside dance studio to wait for janel to save us. haha, and both of us are panting like we just ran the 2.4 test. laughed alot today, i'm apparently in the holiday mood. met mummy&daddy, went to eat before going to queensway. daddy saw my badly ruined school shoes and can't resist not buying a new one for me. after 1plus hour of walking up and down queensway like some idiots, my final choice was everlast gold school shoes. it costed 60bucks, and we're afraid that i can't wear that to school. but daddy&mummy says it's alright, cause i can wear it out too. thanks daddy!

having dance fest practice tomorrow, markings are seriously gonna be messy. some of the dancers still can't get their steps right, not pin-pointing.

2008-10-08T08:17:00.000-07:00

1. The person who tagged me
SUMAY
2.Your relationship with him/her
childhood friends
3.Your five impressions of him/her
pretty, higher than me, nice, caring, easy to communicate
4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you
she accompanied me too the bs and waited for the bus to come before giving me the letter =]
5.The most memorable thing he/she said to you
let's go out during the holidays
6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will
never tell anyone.
7.If he/she becomes your lover, one thing he/she have to improve on will be
to shrink shorter.
8.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
love your enemies, they make life fun for you to play.
9.If he/she becomes your enemy, what will be the reason
don't know, dumb question
10.YOu want to tell he/she now
all the best for your EOY, triple science uh.
11.Your overall impression of him/her is
she's a nice person.
12.How do you think people around feel about you?
ask them, majority might be compliments.
13.The character about yourself you love
i can't lose.
14.On the contrary, what you hate about yourself is
i can't lose
15.The ideal person you want to be
is a better lydia.
16.For people who care and like you, say something to them
thanks for everything.
17.Pass this quiz on to 10 people to see how they feel about you
1) Patty
2)Tessa
3)Jianwen
4)Chiaming
5)Mei Yee
6)Cheryl
7)Yi hui
8)Hwee Tyng
9)Hwee Min
10)Qishan
18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with right now? -cheryl
me, we're twister.
19.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?-yi hui & qishan
i doubt so.
20.What is no.2 studying about? - tessa
N.
21.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? - jianwen
last message recieved at 11.35 on 10/8/2008.
23.What kind of music band does no.8 like? -
okays, i have no idea.
24.Does no.1 have any siblings? -patty
YES, her big big brother.
25. Will you woo no.3? -jianwen
i wouldn't, __ will.
26.How about no.7? -yihui
nopes.
27.Is no.4 single? -chiaming
yups.
28.Surname of no.5? -mei yee
TAN.
29.Hobby of no.10? -qishan
cai.
30.Do 5 and 9 get along well? -mei yee and hwee min
they don't even know each other.
31.Where is no.2 studying? -tessa
in henderson
32.Talk about no.1 - patty
haha, the easier. we do everything together. HA
33.Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
she's my love.
34.Where does no.9 live? -
i remember where it is, but i don't know the address.
35.What colour does no.4 like? - chiaming
he likes everything
36.Are 5 and 1 best friends?- mei yee and patty
patty and i are best friends.
37.Does no.1 have any pets? - patty
hamster,
38.Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?- yi hui
HAHAH, i dont know. ask her crush
39.What is no.10 doing right now? - qishan
missing her childhood friend, me.

2008-10-08T05:31:00.001-07:00

a cup of cappuccino please, mr pooh bear. i'm already half dead after all those walking in bugis street and the whatever street. this post might not even make it out to appear in my blog. i realised, exams are dumb. not only they kills brain cells, they make friendships became strangers. i have not been chatting with liong huai le(no at all), aloysius(only a few lines yesterday), john(yes, talked yesterday only), geraldine wong(imissher), angjianwen(alittlewhileonly). and i seriously miss lying on patty's lap, it's my second pillow. and on her shoulders, hah. we sound like lesbians, but patty already proved that we're not. i have my stuff at patty's house and she got her stuffs in my house. we're double-housed, and i don't know what it is too. =] oh yes, when someone says his/her life is now black & white, never trust them. cause white is made out of all the 7 rainbow colours. so, it can't be true, trust me.

2008-10-07T08:00:00.000-07:00

i feel like sharpay today hiding under the pink umbrella with chiaming, exams are finally over!

sentosa wish is fufilled, we had a super fun day. although the sun wasn't that strong, the weather is still nice. even though only four of us went, it's still the coolest day ever. cause we did stuff that are ultimately dumb, we played beach volleyball in the rain, drew our own uneven court. we went to daiso and bought table cloth to serve as mat and bought all the party stuff. we obviously made alot of noise in daiso, laughing and shouting for one another. i feel pink today, and i don't know why too.

2008-10-05T23:14:00.000-07:00

math math math, ithinkitsenough. sleeping at 3am yesterday was a major problem. i made mummy awake too, and my tears came dropping automatically(daniel, i teared, not cry) cause i kept thinking about what will happen next year, my studies, dance, syf? i realised how much i love matching things up after today's history paper. i seriously spent alot of time on it. i used more than 4 pages of writing paper, and mrs pang said i was writing story. i really wrote alot for a idiotic 6 marks question but as for the 8 marks question, i answered lesser than it. like such bloody retard who thinks that 6 is bigger than 8. i don't want to blog today actually, but i can't resist the black thing staring at me blankly. and, my speakers are dirty/spoiled according to angjianwen. today is the last paper, like hooray only? haha, cause all of us just found out that escape is not opened tomorrow. the worst nightmare, so we might be doing last minute plans like we always do. & yes, i can settle everything that seems to be in my way right after the exams. i can do whatever i want to patty already. &, i'm going to start studying.

2008-10-04T03:43:00.000-07:00

it's a super wrong blog to be here blogging, yes i know. but at least i spent 4 hours plus revising my history. but i only managed to finish chapters 2-5 only, and i think it's alright. i'm obviously getting fatter everyday, cause whenever i study, i need food! i finished the choc chiaming gave me, and i got ulcer in my mouth, but it's alright already. today is grandma's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GRANDMA. ILOVEYOU.

we're going to celebrate her birthday while singing.

2008-10-03T05:45:00.000-07:00

woah people. it's just two more pathetic papers before i start doing whatever. apparently, science paper wasn't as tough as i thought it will be. cause ms leng is the setter. but mrs soong is OUR teacher, she's the best teacher. everything she told us to learn came out, obviously. but at least she tells us, thanks mrs soong. i can predict history is going to be tough, but i have to do well in history. cause i'm taking history next year and i'm kind of regretting. but i will still stand by the subjects i chose. dreams are shattered, for getting into e1

2008-10-01T05:05:00.001-07:00

i have thousands to blog, i have plenty to say and do after the exams. exams are seriously a waste of time and i'm so not going to get into e1 next year. my chinese paper is a gone case, math paper 1 is like the o's level standard. like seriously. mrs soong's advice are always good and i'm counting on her. my depression will start right after i get back my results. remember to tune in.

YOU COULD HAVE BEEN MY MOTHER YOU COULD HAVE BEEN MY BROTHER WHAT IF YOU WERE MY SISTER IF YOU WERE MY FATHER? YOU COULD HAVE BEEN MY FELLA YOU COULD HAVE BEEN MY TEACHER WHAT IF YOU WHERE MY FRIEND? WOULD BE SO NICE TO MEET YA

2008-09-26T00:48:00.000-07:00

woah, i never expect myself to be away from the computer for such a long period.

25 sept was my 14th birthday! and yes, thanks for the presents and wishes.

thanks bestie for the beautiful and touching card, gerald who shared the same birthday as me for the cup, chiaming who bought me ferro rocher, daniel and mario for the merci chocolate! and alfred for the chocolate too. thanks people.

thanks daniel tan for being the first to wish me happy birthday on 12.04 i think.

valerie chan, angjianwen, janel teo, joanne, qiuting, eddy, alfred, jazreel, 5th aunt, huai le, jia yang, cantona, qishan, aloysius tay, mr see, mr law, dhurkesh, chiaming(he wished me alot of times), cheryl, fiona, christabel, weili, janice, jueyu, junjie, jianbao, darren, en shou, umar, beveryl, mei yee, jielin, peizhen, cindy, jinying, suyi, lynn, su may, tuition teacher, han rong, seahjunyang, dinesh, julie, priya, willy, kelston, meiqin, zhihui, jolene, xiangzheng, hui yee, pariza, sareen, noor, jieling, tracey and somemore. (apologises if i forgot) and those unknown number that texted me and didn't reply when i asked who is it

and thanks to dear patty, dhurkesh, alfred, traveen, aloysius, jazreel, valerie and tessa for making the video for me.

thanks to daddymummysisters for taking day off to bring me out to eat and to celebrate for me.

26 sept 2008.

terrible chinese paper, byebye.

_____ really ______, farewell.

thanks for the belated wishes too.

( what should i do?

lydia, please wait for the exams to end.

lydia: i'll try. )

2008-09-20T08:03:00.000-07:00

woke up today for tuition at teacher's house with SUMAY. i kept seeing her these few days, which it's a good thing i guess. haha, spent one hour on science taught by teacher's sister and another 2 hours on math. if i'm not wrong, it's a fulfill day, at least i didn't spent my whole day slacking. sumay saw me off at the bus-stop. THANKS. and when the bus came, she randomly said happy birthday to me and gave me a note. and yes, teacher gave me a present too. and i was shocked, i read it on the bus. it's a long note for me, haha. bus-ed to tiong and waited for mummy, went up the same bus as mummy and went to great world to buy drinks, ice-cream and brownie cake. then we took bus back home and found out that my fourth auntie is already there. rachecl's sister came out of the room and told me that rachecl wants me to find her. so i went into the room to found her, and when i found her, she shouted happy birthday and gave me a present. she's five and we're super close, she wrapped the present all by herself and picked the present too. my auntie then gave me another present, not present anymore i meant. money instead, one that is my better choice. but i will still love the letter from sumay and the present from my little cousin. after awhile, firth auntie came with brendon and marcus. it's getting crowded, and marcus was like saying the birthday song at the gate super loudly. he's so cute, and went they came in, auntie gave me not-a-present too. okays, that shows that i'm not a kid anymore! then my sixth auntie came with christel, obviously it's their parents. staying home got a little bored so we decided to do some stuff instead of playing those electronic in trend games. we obviously cam-whored and it's dumb, real dumb. cause we might have cam-whored over 50 pictures but we only chose to save less than 5. smack our faces! oh, did i mention that the mummies all went to auntie florence's house to see her new-born baby. she's also part of us. so all the "kids"(majority, cause i'm not) stayed at my house. after the dumb cam-whore, we went down to the playground to play some dumb game. and due to the mosquitoes, we went up after a while. i went to bathe while the rest after washing their feets sat down to watch television. while i'm bathing, first auntie's family came without claire and audrey. and ryan wished me happy birthday, first auntie gave me not-a-present too!. haha, thanks all. mummy and daddy then came up with the food, and we're all HUNGRY. but mummy insisted that we must wait for audrey, claire and my big sister, esther to return. and finally, they came after a long time. so our dinner started, as usual, the kids will sit in the living room while the rest will sit in the kitchen. and this time, i'm in the kitchen! so the 'spice girls' sat together and crapped alot. after all the resting and eating ice-cream, it's time for birthday cake already. so sang songs and took photos, and crapped again. and my eldest cousin bought 7 tubs of island creamery ice-cream for me.

2008-09-14T00:44:00.000-07:00

i had a dumb dreamt yesterday about japanese invading singapore like last time. blame it on the books, i got addicted to it during the sept holidays. i read about how japanese tortured the singaporeans and how they force friends to kill friends. oh yes, and MM Lee Kuan Yew was admitted to SGH yesterday for a heart problem. i was shocked upon reading the news. okays, i dreamt that the whole of hendersonians was called to a death tunnel. and a few students were picked to stand in front of each group and create a bomb to kill his or her friends. and i was the unlucky one chosen. and the dumbest thing is that patty is in my group. so i'm supposed to have her killed and that's the last thing i would do. so we were instructed by a japanese soldier on how to create a powder bomb. and next to me was a upper secondary guy, and i couldn't catch up with that japanese soldier's instructors. so i kept asking the guy what's next and stuff. and i purposely did the wrong thing to save all my friends. haha, and the first bomb was ruined. it didn't explode at all. then we are supposed to do another bomb. it's the more dangerous bomb. then after the bomb, patty and i just appear in the same toilet. then when we walked out of the toilet, we saw a big stadium with henderson-ians all around cheering. and it's a basketball match between henderson and bukitmerah. what a dumb dream! tuition today was dumb too. the girls in front kept chattering like nobody's buiness. at least the guys know when to keep quiet. but mr goh gave me alot of work and notes on light.

2008-09-13T08:07:00.000-07:00

i'm announced as ~~dead~~ sick.
i'm having slight flu, slight cough and sore throat. it's terrible, but i wouldn't absent myself from school. don't worry. thanks for those who tagged on my tagboard for me to take care. like huaile, xiangzheng, jazreel, gerald and of course dearest patty who sent me a text message.

2008-09-12T07:39:00.001-07:00

woah, i haven't been blogging for 5 straight days. it's kind of amazing but it will be even more amazing if i ever blog when it's EOY. things are going to get real harsh. and i dislike some taxi drivers, they choose their customers not the other way round. it's very very irritating when you flag for a available taxi and they turn the sign on the taxi to "hired" it's just so frustrating, they spoilt the image of taxi drivers. i think you all should really get lost, and you all still disagree about the increase in taxi fares when you all don't put in the effort.

it's a normal CCA day today despite the oncoming exams. i thought that we'll be doing self-revision, but i was obviously wrong. dance today was alright, but we danced chingay umpteen times, but i think it's worth it. assembly was cool, it's the first assembly i didn't go to the control room. it has been awhile since i talked to victor, weijian and SEC 1s. did my prefect duty at the sec 1s area, i perfer doing somewhere where i'm not so familiar to. made them settle down, did a lot of shoutings. 1e2 was the best, DUH! i'm in charge of that class, my beloved jolene and xiangzheng is in the class too. haha, then i went to the other classes, and some sec 2s were lost in the sec 1 area. it's weird, cause sec 2s is at the other end, so i told them when they asked me. funny shit, 1e3 wasn't that bad too. haha, i sound as if i'm judging the best sec 1 class. went to sit with patty at the corner and we're like playing like nobody's business. then i went home for tuition, i'm a good student uh. haha, but i missed out ALOT from the filet dance today! gosh, i wanted to return back to school for dance but my mummy have to carry 5 bags on her own. and i'm certainly not going to leave her alone with 5 big bags. so i just tagged along, we wanted to take a cab, but because of the stingy taxi drivers, we toook a bus in the end. and it's after much effort to get onto the bus. slept at my cousin's house and went to radin mas at 6pm. set up the stall and business was GOOD. i meant real good! our stall obviously have the most customers cause we sell fireworks, candles, matches, drinks, tibits, ice-pop and lanterns! and it attracted alot of people. i'll post the pictures i took another day, maybe after the exams, i guess.

2008-09-07T22:27:00.000-07:00

i took a day off from my work today, it's exhausting even though i had a week of holiday. i woke up today and found myself having serious ~~rashes~~ sore throat, i'm having head headache too, and it's no good. it's like having something heavy on your head and something knocking on my head continuously. it's feels like having , mummy gave me panadol to consume and i feel much better now. let's wait for qiuqiu to call me for the homework today, and i'm feeling cold now. maybe, i would~~n't~~going to school tomorrow again.

2008-09-06T01:31:00.000-07:00

yet no actions, and now you wanna communicate. i'm just writing craps for the sake of blogging. i studied for 4 hours, majority on maths. i did revision on every topic starting from the starting of the year. today is the 6th September 2008, same phrase, times flies. and it's only 19 days away from the so irritating and fabulous exams. the reason it's irritating, you have got to study and it determines which class or subjects that's going to stay with you for life. and it's fabulous cause we will have cool post examinations activities and a fabulous holiday because i actually go to upper secondary and that's the time when all the guys will get excited for their long pants. and the girls will get excited and heated up for the upcoming tests and stress. obviously sec 1 life is still the best when jazreel and i have the time to do dumb stuffs on others. and patty and i get to go to shops and cam whore and acting as if they're buying some things. oh yes, 19 days to exams and 19 days to my birthday, thanks for that present. a moment like this, people wait for a lifetime. sometimes we get things that people waited forever, and we didn't even realised. like SYFOC. despite the many things that happened recently, i still miss it, as in who wouldn't miss it. i got my album made especially for SYFOC for the pictures that we took. oh man, mentos rocks. okays, i'm getting real insane and i have no idea why. not picking up my phone and replying to messages became my habit. and to *you, if you really want to go back to him and you miss him so much, you shouldn't have do those things that hurt him time after time. and it's not his fault that he wouldn't want to care about this matter anymore. blame yourself. apparently it works, thanks for hurting him again. i'm not trying to side anyone and i believe you wouldn't come and ask me anything cause you don't trust me. you don't have to tell me, it's obvious. and you kept doubting about him even when he's already your boyfriend. and i didn't tell him anything, i didn't advice him to break with you. and i wasn't there for him as a friend even though we're close, cause something happened to me that time and we're both busy doing our stuff. we didn't console or talk to each other for quite a long time already. you made me sound like a thrid party for your relationship when i'm just his best friend. come on, you have your guy best friends too, it is even a crime.
to you, sorry for not being there for you when this partically thing happened between you and hmm. i think you should know that i'm refering to you. but instead of helping you or consoling you, you came to talk to me first and asked me what happened recently. it's only recently before i have time to really talk to you.

2008-09-05T06:19:00.001-07:00

SOUTH 2 LEADERSHIP CAMP was fabulous! PULAU UBIN! it's so so so fun and tiring.

and i made new friends like stella, al, rachel, rizwan(emo), arvin, zul, bernard and azila. our instructor is MS JAQ, she's a good instructor. haha, she's funny and nice. my team members are cool, all of them are enthusiastic and funny. oh, alex and zul are both in the same group as me too.

mummy didn't wake me up today at all, and i woke up myself at 8.30am and found out that i'm very late. so i kept calling everyone i know that is going to the camp, but no one picked up until i called durkesh! thanks, durkesh! he helped to ask if i can still go for the camp, and the the instructor agreed. so i rushed there in cab with my mummy. and it cost us 20bucks. and i was on time, they didn't have to wait for me, we're just a few minutes later than them. then when i reached the jetty, all hendersonians clapped for me, and i'm like okays, what was that for. durkesh bought me to report to my instructor and all the teachers and instructors there know my name. cool stuff, and i'm so popular cause everyone recognise me best, i think at least in my group. haha, then we took bumboat there, and sadiq created a joke out of it. he was happily making his way off the bumboat until he realised that he didn't bring his bag along. and i'm laughing like nobody's business. and the instructor of group 5 kept disturbing me that he recognise me as a latecomer. whatever, then we trekked to jelutong beach for ice-breakers ad stuff. and we played games to bond and games to make us know each other names. and whenever the whistle goes off and i'm the one representing my group, my group members confirm shout my name before i can say their name and i'll lost! ahha, but it's definitely fun. then we came out with a cheer, it goes like this : group 6 say OI, group 6? OI group 6 say OI, group 6? OI group 6 say what, group 6? WHAT group 6 say what, group 6? what. group 6? AWESOME, group 6 AWESOME! haha, it's a bit plain but it's the thoughts that counts. when we started to say the cheer, the groups will copy us. haha. then we cooked our own lunch and i worked together with stella and we are the last pairs to finish eating and washing our utensils with SEAWATER. yes, i'm not kidding. haha, then we did trekking to our checkpoints. it's called orienteering. we took turns to do map and compass readings, and led the whole group to our destinations. rachel and i were a pair, and we did it! haha, then alot of things happened and the funniest one is about zul and me. it might not sound funny but if you're there, you will laugh like nobody's business too. all of of us was like walking in a single line, zul and i was the last few, then the others took the another route but zul and i took the route that is a road. haha, then when i was walking halfway, my shoes sank down a single cause it's muddy, really muddy until you will sank down. and i stopped at the area and didn't move at all, then zul took a big step and his shoes sank down more than mine. then the bernard was behind us and we didn't know. so he learnt from our mistakes and took the another route and laughed at us. then zul was like blaming me for stopping there and blocking his way. and i stoned there for a few seconds before i started to jump off to the grass area. and the whole scene is like super funny but it doesn't sound funny. haha, then we reached the jetty and did some talking among the groups. and finally took a group photo and off we go for the bumboat to changi jetty. and i was with stella all the way since we started to trek until we got on the bus. i sat with rachel on the bus and we did craps! haha, and she's laughing all the way at me lah! then eventually, we both fall asleep soundly and i slept on her shoulders! hahha, and i realised only after i got up. and she even have to wake me up when we reached. thanks for your shoulders, RACHEL! got off the bus and went to sat with stella again. haha, then we took photos and stuffs and bid farewell. it's hard to be leaving your new friends in such a short time spent. and overall is SUPER FUN. then we went to tiong to eat at KFC, and i kept disturbing alfred. HAHA

2008-09-03T10:37:00.000-07:00

2008-09-03T10:23:00.000-07:00

PATAPON PATAPATAPONPON.

DURKESH, PPSS... hahah!
laughed my ass off today all thanks to mr law and durkesh, funny shit.
our first game started and i was in the same team as janel teo, and mr law made both of us laugh like nobody's buiness. and he injured himself cause of his lameness. then we rested for quite some time and started playing again, actually it's janel and me in the same team and mr law's alone. then durkesh joined in the game, so i went over to team with him. haha, we have teamwork lah, surprisingly, and the game was like super funny cause mr law kept making fun of my stuns. haha, then durkesh pushed me until i fall on the floor, he pushed damn hard. and i couldn't stand, haha, then we hi-5 whenever we scored a point. then when we hit, then we will turn to each other and PSPS. ahhah! and i got addicted to his patapon, patapataponpon. hahaha, and the "tomorrow lah". played the concentration game in mac with all the small kids. mandy didn't join us for lunch, only mr law, janel, mandy, durkesh,jasmine and i went. haha, whoever who loses can't eat the macflurry mr law bought for us while others will take a mouthful. durkesh and mr law kept losing cause they are still new to that game. jasmine just watched us, she didn't want to play. then we talked about jokes and i realised that durkesh is SLOW, real slow. tuition was alright, but ya... then went to bathe and changed, mummy and daddy brought me to PS, to shop and to eat. i was surprised when they asked if i have anything to buy. obviously i have, i always have things to buy. i bought a high socks, cotton on clothes and something i forgot. haha, then went to grandpa's house, i did my geog homework there without the help of the textbooks, i think myself. hhaa, o0ps. i just realised i forgot to text patty lin peiqi about tomorrow. and btw, i'm going to swim at soho and i'm going to geylang shopping mall to ice-skate, bowl and eat the doughnuts there. hhaha, then i will go to central to shop, and we will go clarke quay.

2008-09-02T08:18:00.000-07:00

PS. i rather not tell you anything, so that we can be like last time.]

i know i might be sensitive this time, and all those kept bothering me. and i have no idea why too, sometimes, I'm just too selfish to have you only by my side. maybe that's the "best friend" kind of stuff. i know i do show you attitude, and i think i stopped after i knew about it. I'm not trying to start anything off, but i just need to tell you. and I'm afraid to tell you face to face and i wouldn't know how to start it off. it's just a "why" from you and i will tell you. you should know that i will definitely tell you. most probably the reason that i'm sensitive is because i don't want to lose you.

2008-09-01T06:39:00.000-07:00

today was incredibly fun, the fun is so indescribable. primary school cliques and secondary school cliques are two different kinds. they never mind waiting for 1 hour for everyone alone, like gerald seah. and waited for me to pass the present to daniel and he's damn late. and i feel like the lady boss today, cause whatever thing, they will say, ask the lady boss. haha, and they don't complain. okays, met cindy, sareen, jia xin, guoen, samuel and han rong at tiong. and daniel made all of them wait for him to come, because i have to pass him the present. so we went to arcade while waiting for him, and all of them played, except for me. and i was bullied by samuel and guoen, and they obviously didn't change at all. then cindy accompanied jia xin to her grandma's house to take money and we all went to vivo to meet. and gerald waited for more than a hour. and we're so dumb that we're like next to each other but didn't notice it at all. then we bought burger king takeaway and went off to sentosa. alighted at beach station, siloso beach. and the guys suggested to walk until the end. and the girls claimed that it was too far. so we waited at the tram station for the tram and the guys walked there. obviously they reached earlier than us. cause we waited for the tram to come. then when we're on the tram, they called us and asked us if we see a red colour shirt guy running towards us, and we don't even see any guy in red. then after that, they said, and there's another orange colour shirt guy. then after the tram turned, we saw guoen standing in the middle of the road signaling the tram to stop, funny shit. and they timed how long they waited for us. so we went in the shelter and there's a stage and chairs. then sareen took out the volleyball and the guys played with it. and the ball is kicked everywhere, and samuel played with a lizard, it's damn disgusting. then slowly, i ended up as the monkey and we started playing. then we all wanted to play in the sand, so we play monkey in the sand, it's super fun and funny. especially when jiaxin asked who should she pass to and cindy(monkey) said "ME". and she got the ball. then we played for quite some time. and we changed to beach volleyball, my favourite. we open numbers and got into our groups. i'm the same group as guoen. gerald and jia xin. and guoen and i have perfect team work! ahahha, and practically, in the group, gerald is in-charge of stoning and picking the ball. HHA. and i think my group won, cause we have teamwork. hahah, we drew the court line and it's super uneven. but it's alright, then after playing the ball, gerald and guoen dashed into the sea. and they started splashing water, and encouraging me to go down. so i took my phone to protect myself. and when i was splashed at, someone said that i'm under holy water..then jiaxin went down the water, so i went down too by force. then after much splashing, pulling, chasing ansd hitting, most of us still went down. jiaxin and guoen made sand ball for me to throw at han rong and samuel cause they kept bullying me. thanks! then we played monkey in the water again, and i kept marking gerald, super funny. and chasing after guoen. and i think like after a long long time, the girls finally got hold of the ball. all thanks to me! hahaha, cause han rong was acting to act some stuns and i stole the ball. then i hugged it and bent down, and i kept running til i'm tired. so i went back into the water, quite far and did guoen's style of handling the ball. then went i threw it, the boys got it. whatever! then went the sky became gloaming, we all went to bathe. i bathe very quickly, jia xin was the slowest. and the guys waited quite long, and i don't recognise them in their new clothes. then we walked to the skyride and luge station, han rong didn't play, and we left our belongings with him. it's super fun, the boys are in front and the girls are at the back. and the luge is the best, actually i'm the first to reach. but at the lane, the woman got stucked. so i became the last, and the guys stood at the exit point to clap with each of us reached, so funny lah. then we went to find han rong and guoen suggested to play again. so we all agreed, but this time, han rong wants to play, so no one look after our bags, then gerald said that he will look after. thanks! so we went for a second time, this time, the guys told us to be the first. the skyride was nothing much this time, so we ran to the luge for the second time try. then we set off together. the person made us in such a way that we're diagonally infront of each other. so the guys all took the last few and i took the first luge! haha, i started off first and the three girls behide got stucked. and i could here the guys shouting, go lah! so i shouted back, i went off already lah. then when i turned back, i saw the guys being stucked behide the girls. and i'm the first to reach again, but samuel cut the quene! i was just giving in the the little ones that's trying to go into the lane, so i stopped, then he came and cut the quene. so i shouted at him, don't cut. and he just laughed and cut. so whatever. then it's already, 6.30pm and we all went home. HAHA, thanks everyone for the fun today! PS. jeremy, you missed the fun we had!

2008-08-31T09:14:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DANIEL TAN & TAN YI HUI!

2008-08-30T07:11:00.000-07:00

2008-08-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

i have many doubts about myself, like how do i even made it by dropping 4 grades down and stuff. and yes, i read the mail from mr see and the text message from mr law. i realised that there's still people encouraging and supporting me. janel gave me advices and i promised my to heed it. i will take mr law and mr see's messages as encourage to myself. i want to obtain good results for the EOY, i promise. and thanks jolene and xiangzheng for the listening ear and encouragements and cheering too. and of course sharing with me about your results too. and i JUST recieved a message from mansoor too, a smile a day keeps a doctor away. =] i will. and aloysius for asking if i'm going for geography consultation and making me laugh again yesterday on the phone. as well as my primary school friends who will be having fun times in sentosa on monday. we're playing beach volleyball!! thanks tessa and cindy too, for accompanying me down and cindy thanks for going back to school with me. thanks eddy for asking and talking to me
now i see the meaning of life with friends and teachers encouraging an supporting you in everyway. i will listen =]

2008-08-29T03:52:00.000-07:00

getting c5 for maths means the end of the world for me. thanks for those who showed concern and qiuqiu and tessatan for comforting me =] i think i'm feeling better now, i didn't expect myself to break down again. daniel, please shutup. i dropped 4 grades for maths, whatthehell. chiaming said it was because of _________, and i didn't realised too. aloysius called me, and said that he and john is outside my house. teachers'day was cool this year, like so professional. and we our performance ended super fast and there's a few technical problems. went back to primary with cindy, saw alot of primary school friends. and i certainly miss VERA COSTON, she's like so blur and cute. she kept waving to me, spent most of the time with suyi talking about our beautiful memories with our cliques. sitting at the coffee shop eating and playing before heading home. that were those times, the gathering is postponed to monday so that we can go to SENTOSA! met ms govi and mr yeong!!!!!!!!!!!! long time no see, suyi and i miss mr yeong like mad as a teacher. went to tiong to meet patty, valerie and jazreel. had a great time, laughed like hell. we took neoprints and took photos in the toilet and explore everywhere. haha. pictures later.

2008-08-27T06:58:00.001-07:00

i just don't want to blog, i'm sick of life eventhough i'm just 13, and will be turning 14 when it's the english exams. all the best, lydia.

school life today was alright, but after school was extremely fun at the canteen. we went for teachers' day rehearsal and then we went to the canteen. then i sstarted doing the card for mrs pang on behalf of the whole class. and patty went home first, i think it's the first time she got out of school without me. hahahas, so zhi hui came to accompany me. and we crapped alot about eddy cause he's at another table. then somehow or other, we started paper fight. but it only involves eddy, zhi hui and me. and janel was like" lydia, are you that bored". and eventually, i became very high, and eddy asked why am i so high today. then mandy and cheryl came, and i continued throwing papers, and i kept aiming eddy. but the first few time was not that good, cause i kept throwing until the (i forgot her name again! ). then zhi hui went over to eddy's side and we played baseball, and it's super lame. then i continued practicing my aiming at eddy. and the girl kept coming up to me and confront me. hahah, i'm so scared. then i told them that practice makes perfect, and in the end, i did it. i aimed eddy's head for quite a few times. HAHAHAH, and eddy, thanks for the choc waffle although i took a very long time to finish it off =]

2008-08-26T06:46:00.000-07:00

i'm tired of all these. i want to scream, i want to just break down. these few weeks are seriously killing me, i swear. i feel so tight, and so bottled up. math makes me wanna scream and throw my things around. i did it today in class, i couldn't take it anymore, sing wai witnessed everything. i took the math book to cover and face and groaned loudly, then i teared the paper with solutions on it and threw it to another end of the class and threw my books around. then i broke down quietly with qiuting witnessing this time. i feel like a dumb ass, doing dumb things. i'm trying to concentrate in class, but i can't no matter how hard i tried. i tried planning to study myself but do i even have the time? people always say "balance", and make it sounded so easy like as if.

2008-08-24T04:57:00.000-07:00

rain rain rain, the best.

2008-08-23T09:12:00.000-07:00

i haven't been blogging these days, cause i'm too tired or busy. yesterday was great, today was cool. woke up at 11.00pm and stare in the blank space until 11.15pm. got changed and went down to meet geraldine for shopping and i waited for 15 minutes standing. i followed her back to her house to change and i'm exploring when she's bathing. and she took quite long to finish dressing up. so i just sat at the sofa and sent songs. took bus to tiong and changed bus to herum or whatever. shopped, and i bought a bag. it's nice alright, patty wanted to buy, but i got it first! hahaha, and then, we went to plaza singapura and walked rounds. and there's ROXY shop there! OMG, i'm lovin' it. and we saw yuanyi, and her friends. at first, i told geraldine that that girl looked like yuanyi, then the girl behide her looked like the girl (i forgot her name) and that last girl looked like nicole. hahah, and we didn't expect that it's really them. ate pastamania and we ordered creamy chicken pasta but we didn't finish it at all. then we contiune to walk and walk and we go our seperate ways.

took bus 16 to henderson bus-stop to meet patty, and i waited for 45 mins, but it's alright cause she always wait for me. that's why. and in the bus, i dropped my phone and found many people staring at me, so i calmly bent down to pick my phone up. hahaha, so i waited at the bus-stop for her, i wanted to go home to put down my things and get change to a more causal clothes. but i changed my mind and the worst thing is that i forgot to bring my ZENmp4 with me today, and it's the first time. so i took the risk of listening songs through my phone, after a few songs, i saw the girl (the one that i forgot), so we talked and talked until patty came. and she went off, THANKS. and we decided to go to safra, and after we got down the bus, we walked to safra and a car splashed water at us and we screamed cause it's so shocking. and i'm like laughing my ass off, cause patty's skirt is super wet. and we went into the toilet to pee and patty changed. and that, we went to toast box to eat. then, huai le and chiaming came to meet us, went to playground. and huai le flew off the swing, and i'm laughing while swinging. we swing in the rain, so cool. then chiaming and huai le was like trying to destroy the swing and doing dumb stuffs. we played catching and patty fell down and then my slippers spoil. how great, so we went to opposite to buy slippers, all thanks to me. and i bought a flip flop for 9.90. quite cool, THANKS GUYS. especially LIONG HUAI LE, MY BESTIE FOR HELPING ME TO CARRY MY STUFFS! see, i blogged about you. and chiaming for disturbing me cause my slippers broke. and my dearest patty lin for helping me find the shoe stall, LOVES. then i went to my aunt's house, and cookie kept looking at me while i'm eating. i feel so stress, real stress and she sat right beside me when i'm watching Olympics. haha,

2008-08-21T04:46:00.000-07:00

2008-08-21T04:12:00.001-07:00

lydia tan xiao xian, you sucks. cause your results are seriously dropping. i'm no longer the top scorer or whatever anymore.

i'm trying to concentrate, but does it really help? i have no time to study in details cause of prefects, and dance. have been reaching home quite late these few weeks. September holiday is packed, real pack. i want to go to the cluster leadership thingy at pula ubin. and also the kayin mama company thingy. but i would rather sacrifice it for the pula ubin camp. today's morning assembly was a rushed and last minute one. i have prefect duty to settle the 1e2 pupils with xiaoyan in the morning. then i have to rush for PA duty in the general office. but today, the pledge taker didn't appear and didn't recite the pledge. and kimberly told me to go up, and i'm like stunned. but i wasn't that nervous as before. and i got praised by mrs de souza and the head prefects. ahahha, whatever. i hate the topic on light, i swear. argh, once i think about my results, i will be damn pissed off with myself. hell, but once exams come, i will get rashes and i will not be able to concentrate. cause the doctor said maybe i'm too stressed, that's why my rashes will appear. and i think it's pretty true, cause everytime there's a test, my rashes will break out. time flies,

2008-08-19T05:54:00.000-07:00

life is tough, but you can count on your fingers. you never know who are the monsters, or the heros. but definitely, you're one, you could be anyone out there. i wouldn't say i'm not one, cause no one's perfect even though there's prefects that exist.

it has been quite long ever since we had our own secrets and these current days, i can say, it's totally normal friends. we are not like last time, we aren't that open towards each other anymore. and your behaviour towards me and others are totally different. i don't know why either, but it hurts alot. even though we might be seen as best friends, but are we even one NOW. i finally got everything i wanted to say a pretty long time ago. it feels so great having to say it to you face to face. i didn't want to create a din then and therefore didn't have the guts to tell you earlier. it seems like you don't care that much as last time. everytime i feel down, youll be texting me and kept asking what happened. but you SEEM like you don't care so much now, and it's like a one-side affair if we're couples. i wouldn't be afraid to say that i don't want to lose a friend like you. & i'm not blaming you. =] ( and the previous paragraph wasn't meant for you)

2008-08-18T05:21:00.000-07:00

my favourite, i love babies.

friends are hard to come, let alone best friends. i miss my primary school friends, seriously miss. i'm looking forward to 29 august, teachers' day. the best damn thing, i swear. we'er going to go mad and fool around with each other. it's 11 days to teachers' day!

i love mondays, no more mondays' blues cause the time table is so well-planned. PE today was exciting, except for the fact that my hair kept getting in my way. chinese was just DI ZI GU reading and i just couldn't get a peaceful 2minutes rest. but i wasn't that sleepy today, and it was recess, cool stuffs. talked to the prefects about some stuffs. art was fabulous, so many laughters. and i sat on the floor to do the claymation. cause i suddenly feel like doing so, and i kept looking up to talk to qiuting. and anyone that walks pass was like woah, cause i sat at the front door corner. mrs pang didn't come to school today, so a relief teacher took over. and our whole group started to take turns to read the english passages. math was cool, i didn't sleep today, cause i was paying attention to ms lio for the pyramid. i think i wouldn't have tuition until term 4, cause time really flies and it's very packed. so, i'm trying to pay attention for maths. i love my math paper today, cause it's so neat and it's all right. i didn't get any question wrong, including the tough ones. i just love today, everything is so prefect. then we went to eat and went to dance studio with cindy and jazreel to crap and play. haha, and we started to dance. and blah blah blah. and dumb shit patty asked to me blog about her, and i did. hhaha, i will blog about you nexxt time. a longer post!

2008-08-17T03:01:00.000-07:00

tuition today was alright, met my old friend, shirleen wang. i was pretty shocked when i saw her walking in, talked about life and stuff. and i wasn't really that engrossed today, and mr goh is being real gay. he kept saying that he like guys who is skinny and will stalk the "zheng tou" or whatever guy. and the guy kept hiding his head in the bag, funny shit. there's two new students today, shirleen and another girl. i spent my day fulfill today. i went for walk-a-jog with mummy in the morning, so rare. and i went home to home. woke up and went for tuition, was on time even though i left house at 12.15pm. after tuition, met mummy and bought sushi form nika sushi. after which, we went to NTUC to buy some stuff and went home. and i packed my clothes very nicely, and went to comb my sisters' cupboard to check if mummy accidentally put my clothes into their cupboard as she always do. and true enough, i found a few in their cupboards. and eddy, i know that you're viewing my blog. HELLO. i didn't know that you visit my blog often =]

2008-08-15T07:18:00.000-07:00

LISTEN PEOPLE, i didn't get 0 for my geography test for goodness sake. it's the another girl called ___dia and i'm lydia. totally different can. geography test is finally over, and my grades are dropping, so, i'm trying my best to buck up like seriously. i spent my whole day in the salon to have my hair rebonded and treatment-ed as well as cut. and my hair was blown by two people at a go, so cool, like as if i'm the princess in the princess dairies story book that i read halfway. they spent alot of water on my hair cause they washed my hair twice! hahas, i finished my english writing and i'm left with maths. science tuition on sunday, i can predict what mr teletubie is going to ask me and say to me. it's standard, let's hope he don't stuff us with papers to do like the previous week. i decided to spent my saturday with my cousins cause almost every saturday, i'm out until 5pm-6pm. i miss the playing life with my cousins.

2008-08-14T06:52:00.000-07:00

my life is ruined with examinations. they even got into my dreams. and i got to know that only after mummy caught me saying the geography test notes to myself while revising. she told me that the night before science test, i sleep-talk about the formula for kinetic energy and stuff. geography is killing me, please, i need a few more marks! let's hope i don't forgot anything i spent half day learning when i'm dancing and laughing my ass off at mr dan. what if i forgot? mann, things are going to get real crazy this time. maths is getting on my nerves, i miss mr ganges lee. i miss learning algebra and getting all my As and full marks! shag, i'm addicted to the 7 things. everyone says the same old thing. and i got back my april science notes and saw the scribblings that don't exist anymore.

2008-08-13T03:12:00.000-07:00

today's my favourite day of the week. cause we seldom have homeworks or very little.
finally i can take my head off the books and face the computer. i have no idea what i'm doing the past few days that made me so busy. design & technology is cool and fun today cause i'm very on task.english was simply just writing compo and for some reasons, i wrote the question number wrongly, so, that will be the first thing on my task list for tomorrow. i wouldn't want to risk 30 marks for the idiotic question number. science test today IS NO GOOD, cause i forgot to do the 2 (square) formula. dumb shit, chinese is the best. cause i passed my chinese, B3 ! haha, to think i got first in BAND 4 just for that pathetic mark. had a mini talk with ms hasina today while using her laptop to the CCA write-up. i told her something that i think i shouldn't. hahas, but i trust her, she's so GOOD. hahas, mr see and ms hasina kept talking about me. whatever, mr see, i saw that!

2008-08-11T02:38:00.000-07:00

pictures speaks a thousand words.

2008-08-10T06:18:00.000-07:00

2008-08-10T03:15:00.000-07:00

iprobably shouldn't say this

But at times I get so scared

When I think about the previous

Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it

It's not possible for me not to care

And now we're standing in the rain

But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear My dear

The seven things I hate about you

Oh you

You're vain, your games

You're insecure

You love me, you like her

You make me laugh You make me cry

I don't know which side to buy

Your friends they're jerks

When you act like them

Just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the seventh thing I hate the most

that you do You make me love you

It's awkward and silent

As I wait for you to say

What I need to hear now

Your sincere apology

When you mean it

I'll believe it

If you text it I'll delete it

Let's be clear

Oh, I'm not coming back

You're taking seven steps here

And compared to all the great things

That would take too long to write

I probably should mention the seven that I like

The seven things I like about you

Your hair, your eyes

Your old Levis

When we kiss I'm hypnotized

You make me laugh, you make me cry

But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hand in mine

When we're intertwined

Everything's alright I wanna be with the one I know

And the seventh thing I like the most that you do

You make me love you

2008-08-08T10:29:00.000-07:00

hearts all over the world tonight. school was fun today, too tired to blog. went for teacher's day rehearsal after school. mr lee said that it's good, hahas. then, we went to orchard to get clothings for the dance, cool stuffs. bought ________, left with _______. shouldn't reveal! hahas. how about a round of applause. i'm currently listening to take a bow. hahas,

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY.

done with the pictures, pictures of myself and patty will be posted the next day.

2008-08-07T05:54:00.000-07:00

2008-08-07T04:52:00.000-07:00

these few days are just so so tiring and moodless. i just can't find the right mood to blog, so i skipped blogging for the last few days. and the tests are killing my brain cells. i can't spent a very long time using the computer nowadays. i'm instead writing non-stop with my 0.7 G2 black pen.
today was ultimately fun, yesterday's volleyball was a moody one. duh, thanks to geraldine. my idiot, ahha. the journey on the bus to esplanade was the best journey cause i can say everything out, finally. life begin with a word after the bus trip, the past has been rewinds. the fun times are backed. cool stuffs, REVOLUTIONN is representing 2e3 for the NE recollection. let's hope we do 2e3 proud. tomorrow is national day eve, which is aces day. but, they don't link at all.

2008-08-04T06:59:00.000-07:00

it has been so long since i ever blogged, my friends.

and i ~~proudly>/s> announced that i'm having serious rashes again, yes again.~~

~~the medicine is wearing off, which isn't a good thing at all. school today was kinda cool and fast.~~

~~Mondays always end fast unlike Thursday. it's really a damn slow day. whatever.~~

~~NDP 2008 was fabulous and it made me think of SYFOC. obviously SYFOC is much cooler.~~

~~chinese combined lessons today is chaotic, seriously.~~

2008-08-01T08:43:00.000-07:00

a ice blended mocha from starbucks a day, sparks my world with alertness.
dance inauguration today was alright, nobody cried.
i'm very lazy to blog these few days, yes, i know.
today's picture will be posted next day.
oh ya, today's ushering was funny shit, and i'm the only one doing the job.
Thanks uh, prefects. especially alfred.

2008-07-31T03:49:00.000-07:00

cool stuffs for today.
and huai le didn't borrow my design and technology book this week. HAHA]
today was fun, i'm down for ushering tomorrow, and pledge taking again.
patty's sick, yes. again!

2008-07-29T08:08:00.000-07:00
i'll try to give you obvious hints *

2008-07-29T06:13:00.000-07:00

i guess i'm in high-spirit today, and i feel the sudden urge to practice my maths, science and chinese. somehow or other, no matter how much i hate chinese, today is the first time i fell asleep in chinese class. i'm guai in chinese class, alright. maybe in other classes too, hahas. maths test today was terrible, i didn't managed to finish my math on time, which means, i didn't finish the paper. and my 2 marks flew away, and it was ridiculous, cause the time given was extremely short. geography paper was even worse, totally mixed everything up lah. when i'm doing the papers, i was like damn irritated and i;m sweating profusely at my seat even though the fans are on full bast. i almost gave up on doing, but i don't know what happened next. eventually, today was a cool day, cause my temper became much better than expected and my rashes are gone. and i showed geraldine cool stuffs, and kept threatening her. i kept my promise, and will until doomsday.

2008-07-27T07:03:00.000-07:00

hello, life was cool today. i studied for geography today before going to henderson wave for a picnic. i'm tired to blog.i'm just going to change the dear friends.

2008-07-26T08:48:00.000-07:00

i'm exhausted. and i found out something.

2008-07-25T07:16:00.000-07:00
this is dedicated to my life bestie, LIONG HUAI LE.
thanks for going around helping to ask anyone if they have their history book with them and cycle down to my house just to pass it to me.
that's why we're besties, besties always help besties in everything, right?
the first person who came to my mind for help is you, you must be feeling honoured, and i sounds as if i'm reading a marriage proposal. whatever it is.
i remembered how we first met, it's when patty celebrated a surprise party for prisica. and you were there. and somehow or other, we became cool besties.
we're going to die together with the others during doomsday at the henderson wave, right?
hahahas, thanks for being there whenever i need you =]]
besties forever...
and i gave you the biggest font in my whole blog.

2008-07-25T07:06:00.000-07:00
life is full of delightful melody, today was a bad day for all of us. apparently, i got really mad at the class today, and shouted at alot of them. so, what's the point of being the class chairman in anyway. i think that should be my decision to give the role to another person. they all never listen to instructions or orders, and it's super disrespectful. whatever, i'm nobody to tell people off. today's pledge taking was okay, i guess? at least no one laughed at me like they did at patty's. kidding.. today's inauguration was a total FLOCK alright. everyone's soul is like somewhere else, all the leaders have no mood to do anything. so it ended only after one run, and we did teacher's day dance. i feel the sudden urge to not dance for it, and the sudden bomb that landed on my heart like what the japanese did to pearl harbour. i feel as if i'm pulling everyone down, and there's too much to handle. so, after awhile and after patty's and janel's consolation, i feel much much better. i finally let things off and not keep it to myself. i've learnt a lesson, practice after the lesson was so much better, it's like everything goes in my way. and to see the completion of the dance is just so satisfying.

2008-07-24T08:05:00.000-07:00

and once again, i promised my bed, pillow, boster, blanket and myself that this will be a short post. yesterday's luck was dumped into the big sea, cause of something big, too short. and liong huai le, i will blog about what you did for your kind bestie tomorrow, okays? that means, the post will be a super long one just for you. history test today was okays, mrs seah gave really obvious clues on what's going to come out. and patience is really not in my way today, i got pissed at every tiny matter an everyone. apologises for those that i shouted and spoke sacratic(whatever you spell it) at in the afternoon. i love mrs soong, she's just so kind and thoughtful. ms lio totally forgot there's math test today, so it was postponed to next week. i'm going to cresent girls school on saturday for IT fair, for PA. meeting geoffrey, victor and people at tiong first. and it's bad news to dearest patty, cause blah.... okays, but i'll meet you after that? yesterday, i finally made my decision and told her about what that idiotic person said in the toilet. blah blahs, today is my turn to lead in the pledge taking. OMG, geoffrey seriously sucks. i miss mr law.
hellotobed.

2008-07-22T06:26:00.000-07:00

today was tiring, and i just realised no matter how much i tried to concentrate for geography, i just can't. but i agreed to study with qiuting on saturday before going out or stuff. i set my target already, that's the best thing. english was extremely erm, i forgot what we did. oh yes, mrs pang started to teach again, but it's kind interesting though, and i don't know why. mother tougue today was a short one, all thanks to mrs yeo, i love it. then blah blah blah, dance was even cooler. i was totally shocked with mr kiki came into dance studio! i freezed there for 5 seconds before i started to scream likee OMG. i didn't expect to like see his again and he bought us a toblero EACH! and there's like 40 plus chocolate that he bought lahs. thanks thanks. maybe we're doing shango for SYF!!!! woots, the best thing.
suddenly, i have plenty to say to you, but i can't bring myself to do so. it's not my fault, alrights. who agreed on that too?

2008-07-21T07:16:00.000-07:00

okays, short post short post. and i say that everyday when there's school tomorrow.

i'm going to miss talking to geraldine, cause we talk about apple and orange. and that's the best thing on earth, right? talking to her is = talking to dearest patty. ask me why. and i'll tell you now. cause they both pay attention and talk to me about apple back. that's why i love talking to them, patty apparently made me wanna laugh my ass off when she's leading the school with the pledge. but mrs pang next me, so i bear with it. and jianwen forgot to return chongkuk his $2 and chong kuk kept asking me where's my $2 and stuff. blah blah blah. class farewell party for mr law is short, simple but fun. photos, next day. i'll definitely miss him, duh, who wouldn't. he gave me a card with thoughtful words. and i found a mistake in it. but it's alright, it's the thoughts that counts. dance inauguration is postponed! people kept asking if i'm angry with the jumpstyle people for taking dance studio. and i gave them a very satisfying answer. maths= i hate sets, it sucks. i rather ms lio to gave me 100 questions on algebra rather than to learn about sets. don't mention about the test. i tell you what ms lio said : ' this test is very disappointing, and needless to say, DA BOMB! qiuqiu and i was like, comfirm fail one. somehow or other, i miss competing with mario to see who finishes the math revision first. and he kept bluring at me today. get lost. and some people just leave like this, i will blog on the class blog instead. this is personal blog, but mr see will be viewing this now. HELLO.

2008-07-20T07:55:00.000-07:00

hello people, short post short post. cause the newspaper said that children from 6-12 must have 11 hours of sleep. hahahas, although i'm out of that range, it still applies. and there's an article saying that too must homework cause students to have lack of sleep. yes yes, me me. especially dumb D & T. jolene is acting calm and she wouldn't know the stress cause she's still in honeymoon sec 1. and this post is getting longer. so whatever.

Today's Hero of the day. MR ANGJIANWEN, secretor! he just save the whole revolutionn life alright. All thanks to me for calling him up. and this is for you! THANKS FOR THE PAINT YOUR BOUGHT AND RUSHING DOWN TO MY HOUSE TO PASS THE PAINT. AND HELPING US TO TAKE VIDEO THE WHOLE DAY DESPITE YOUR TEST TOMORROW.

today was super fun, so much laughter lah. cause we did acting and there's always NGs. the props are the coolest props ever in the universe. and groupwork is the best. mummy agrees to on the aircon while we're doing the props in my cool and cosy room. and we turn it on for 4 hours, i think. hahaa, and it's so coooling. blah blah blahs. PHOTOS! and i kept calling qiuting patty, but i obviously don't miss patty. =]

yesterday was saturday, the first saturday without a family day with aunts and cousins. misses all over the world tonight. so, went to bugis with mummy. bought quite alot of things but i didn't spend a single cent. and you all should already know why. i bought the sonicear earpiece and a cool shirt, etc, etc. and i know i spent alot of money. but it's once in awhile, i think.

2008-07-18T03:39:00.001-07:00
today was a total dumb day, everything we do have no meaning at all.
it was a super busy day today, there's CCA photo-taking.
went for the prefect's photo's taking first and then rushed up to dance studio for warm-ups.
and in less than 30 minutes, we must proceed down to take our photo. and we did 50 times of whatever mr dan calls it. and it's three sides, so in total, we all did 150. qiaoting and janel was busy discussing on what to do for the informal shot. our plan was like this at first, shena and qiaoting will be split, shiying and xiaohui will lift up each side of the legs each. patty and i will face each other and do back bend and janel will be in between us. BUT, it's not enough space. so all of us ended up doing split and doing mr dan's favourite pose. haha, was quite shocked that patty and i gets to sit infront too. hahahas, celine an qiaoting was obviously playing a fool there. mr dan don't allow me to wear my spectacles. hahahs, dots. okays, so janel and i rushed to the toilet to change in PA tee. i feel so small lahs, i'm the only sec 2 girls with all the sec 1s girls. then xazier kept asking me to stand infront, indirecting saying that i'm short! rubbish, but i'm the 5th shortest among the sec 1s girls =] HAHAs, whatever. the only sec 2 girl in PA, pathetic, right geraldine? but fun shot was funny shit. janel, geraldine and i went infront. and someone else i think. and janel was like asking geraldine what to do for pose. and geraldine replied: just smile lah. then janel wanted to do the heart shape, then geraldine push her hands down and said, don't copy band lah. so in the end, we did nothing but smile, like what geraldine replied to janel. PA duty was super slacky, and the attractive prizes made geraldine, daniel and i like whatever. and today's dance inauguration rehearsal was cancelled all thanks to the new jumpstyle CCA. ms hsaina said they wanted to share dance studio's resources with us. and i kept saying NO NO NO, CANNOT. totally against it, get your own room. make us can't practice today, wasted our time preparing, you all should have told us earlier.

2008-07-17T07:46:00.000-07:00
people, i broke my own spectacles today and i'm spect-less for 4 hours, i think.
it all started from one flip-over and over excitement. i did flip over on two mats, and it was a half successful one. at least i did handstand there for awhile before i drop down. and i ran to repeat it and oh no, my spectacles broke. and everyone was like so interested on my broken spectacles, except for tessa. she's jealous that my blood is beautiful, my blood colour is unique. and it kept flowing like there's no tomorrow, but i still continue to dance. HAHAs, cause i love dance. i don't know what mummy is going to do, but thank god, i have a pair of spare spectacles. mario was incredibly funny today, miss him as a joker. mrs seah is a joke lahs. she kept doing funny and childish stuff to us. hahaha, she's a pretty good teacher. but still, mr law is the best =] and mr see is leaving too, oh mann! why are all 2e3's favourite teachers leaving us with the new teachers that is so weird.

2008-07-16T07:32:00.000-07:00
hey people! hahas, i'm looking forward to dance tomorrow, cause i'm going earlier to practice the flipover handstand. oh mann, did once in the dance studio today alone. hahahas, i wasn't slacking, i helped ms hasina to count the poles. and my shoulders hurt like oh my god today. and jieling STILL went to squeeze my shoulders, she's random. tracey's absent again, and during D & T, i miss her laughing at nothing that is funny at all. did alot of sketches today, was joking around with pariza, shi ying, shirleen and PO. walking at the back of the class is a privilege cause i get sweets from people. TWO sweets, thanks thanks. recently, people likes to buy that kind of sweets. during chinese lessons, the sweet that dorothy gave us was exactly the same. okays, science practical was OMG, i kept sweating like hell. and i think i have phobia of acids now, cause my hand almost got burnt once. so, i was super careful. and i think i wouldn't do well this time, blame it on D & T. i spent 5 hours doing it yesterday and slept at 1am. so, didn't meet patty today in the morning! and i know that she obviously misses me. dance dance dance, flip flip flip, handstand, handstand, handstand. and and and, since patty didn't blog about what the joke is about, i shall make her embarrassed here. when we did the flipover handstand, we took off our spectacles and put it at a side. then patty walked over to the place and wore one of the spectacles. she walked towards me and ask me why is her spectacles so weird. then i'm like, that's mine one. and blah blah blah.

2008-07-15T03:45:00.000-07:00

hahas, dance today was fabulous. how i wish mr dan will do it every dance lesson. we did flip over handstand today, it's like damn fun. at my first attempt, he helped me, and then i did it myself over and over again. and i'm going to get mummy to buy mats at home, so that i can practice. woohoo. i just want to be able to handstand there for 5 secs before coming up. on thursday, during lunch time concert practice, i'm going up to dance studio with patty to practice. hahaha. taught the sec 1s the shango dance and patty is like so bad lah. at least i have patience to teach lah. hahaha, i will help sec 1s to improve. hahaha, shango is the coolest dance. most sec 1s join dance is before they saw the shango dance we performed for them during orientation. hahaha! loves loves. i love dance. i can finally have tuition tomorrow lah!

2008-07-11T03:47:00.000-07:00

dumb and fun day. hahahas. patty is sick but she still wants to have cold drinks. and ms nic announced the worst news ever, SYF is cancelled. what mrs yeo said came true, so goodbye to our SYF family. sad, and pariza was like, don't sad lah. hahahahas. and today, it took the sec 1s 2 minutes to volunteer themselves to do stuff. was that the improvement stage? blahs... went up for PA again, had a chat with xiang zheng, weng soon and geoffrey. that chat was pretty interesting, cause they taught me a few stuffs. hahahaha, about their CCA. so now, i know the difference between performing arts and UG groups. cool cool. dance today seem weird. there's alot of talking and laughing everywhere. the new-Zealand henderson intermediate pupils came into dance studio and watched us dance filet, shango and SYF OC again!! woots, during break, we chatted with them. we chat with the teacher, he is a staff of the school just to look after his daughter. his wife is a artist and the daughter shares the same hobby as her mother. so cool right, you can see the father's love for her. i think her name is bolly, if i remembered. i forgot that i almost got burned by acids. the feeling is so so so scary, alright. and the pH value is 1. and acids is corrosive and can burn skin. so i kept my hand under the running water for quite long.. . my whole hand was hot, really hot. hahahas, i have ALOT of incomplete homework and alot of things to do for dance inauguration. design & technology is killing me, like seriously. we have to do one user profile. 4 analysis on toys and another user profile. DRATS! and i haven't even started. tomorrow, i'm meeting patty, janel and qiaoting to do stuff for dance inauguration. sunday is booked! i don't understand this feeling, it's not right.

2008-07-10T04:27:00.000-07:00
heyhey, ever since SYF started, things kept coming so fast. these few weeks, my life have been pretty interesting and tiring too. it's just that i don't blog about them because i'm too tired. hahahahas. jitterbugs hip-hop workshop is wonderful, it's so fun. we learn the step up 2 killer dance. and the instructor looks alot like shena! hahahaha. pilates was even better, in conclusion, i extremely happy these few days. woohoo!
this is for people who make people pissed off ( you should know who you all are)
you all are given the opportunity to perform and even get to stand on the platform.
and you all didn't even show any gratitude or whatever it might be, alright.
you all kept complaining and complaining, and you all never get tired of it.
fyi, this is dance alright and we're your seniors. show some respect please.
we might play with you all sometimes but not all the time, you all have to get serious someday.
we're always the bad guys in your eyes, maybe even now cause i'm the one typing this thing.
and i'm not the only one who blogged about all these craps alright,
take a look at those seniors' blog who always ask you all to do stuff
'why must we do it, why must it be us, who asked us to do this. '
i'm tired, when we ask you to do stuffs, it's not for us, it's for dance.
if you think it's not worth the time doing so, i think you might not waste the space in dance studio either.
in dance, you all not only learn to dance, you all learn to boost your leadership qualities.
we ask you all to do stuff is because of dance, you think it's because of us. not only for dance, for yourself too. you gain experience on how to do such stuff. what happens if none of the seniors didn't turn up for dance and teachers ask you all to do stuff. you will be totally blank, trust me. if you were us, you might have already started scolding individual in the face. we have already been very patient with you all. and fyi, this post is not referring to everyone in the level. please reflect, if you think why you're always the one doing stuff, what about the four of us who did most of the stuffs. hello, if you're not capable, we wouldn't even ask you all to help can. you all won't understand how the 2008 sec 2s feel. during SYF'07, we only get to perform for one minute when the whole dance is 7 minutes. it's pitiful, and we all know. now, you all get to perform for the whole dance. so what if you all become pole warriors, at least it's better than running in and out and performing for just a minute out of 7 minutes? it's like OMG, we don't want this either, but we have no choice either. it's unfair to us, that you all get to dance for so long. but none of us said anything until now. consider yourself lucky already and stop complaining.

2008-07-06T08:57:00.001-07:00

yoxx, went to qiaoting's house with janel and patty today for dance inauguration planning!
at about 4pm plus, we're almost done. hahas, so patty suggested to play basketball. so she called tracey, and i called jianwen. but he didn't pick up, so i called huai le. then jianwen called back and we had a conference. met all of them at the henderson bball court. played the pointers A B C with jianwen. and patty and tracey just stood there and look. and patty was the one who suggested this, but she didn't play. then huai le came, and he joined the game. then after awhile, yao ren and cantona came. then slack slack. and home-d. my computer was repaired! woohoo! and i cam-whored with sister just awhile ago.

2008-07-05T09:19:00.001-07:00
tessa's birthday celebration was cancelled today, due to some reasons that we don't know.
but we still went out, jianwen, huai le, patty and i. we met at our usual place first at 1pm. all of us was late, none of us was punctual. but jianwen and i reached first, we saw each other at the market. janel saw me and shouted my name, and i went ' YO'. twisted to jianwen, and walked to bus-stop together. and huai le was still bathing at his house, and he took a cab down after that. patty took us that she is reaching in less than a minute, but her bus came after three buses came. went to safra for bowling, huai le didn't bring his socks along, that's why his legs are so stinky. haha, bowl one game only, and we're bored already. watched the people played the splash game in the safra swimming pool, it's like so cool. saw Melinde and friends. went to arcade to play, my para pare went down alot, and i failed terribly. but it's alright, not my style. hahaha. played the Jurassic park ride, wasn't fun cause the seat that is supposed to move didn't. and i decided to go to henderson wave for a walk and a mini picnic. so we went to play pool first. not we, patty and i didn't play, we played the machine only. then we went to opposite to buy snacks and walked up to the mount faber. all of us was freaked out just now, but jianwen was leading, cool stuff. i was the second, patty third and huai le last. hahas, cause the way that we took up was remoted. and finally, we see people around. haha, it was very crowded, never go on saturday. and huai le went, ' what if the bridge breaks?' and patty was like "choy" hahaha. so we continued to walk until we found a cool cool place and sat down to talk about life. i kept snapping photos on huai le today. hahas, and the life talk became a global talk. about in 2012, we're going to die and stuff. and we wanted to camwhored, but it was not successful, cause of many reasons. so we went on and on. and jianwen wanted to go to the cable car place, but he forgot how to get there. so we just walk on. and we took a dumb shortcut. patty was afraid lah, and huai le was like accompanying her. the slope that we took was very sleep, once you start to run, you can never stop. right, huai le? and we walked down another road that is a slope. and we all started to run. after awhile, we wanted to go home. this time, huai le took the lead. jianwen and him went to the toilet first, patty and i waited outside. on the way, we saw two big spider webs. huai le actually went to destroy it. jianwen and patty tried to stop him. and patty went, ' imagine it's your house and someone destroys it'. cute uh, and someone added on, 'what if the route that we're taking back have spider webs'. because the place that we're going to take seems abandoned. so we all took a branch each and hold it infront of our face to destroy whatever webs that is infront of us. it was super quiet, so patty and i started, together we go heart to heart. blah blah blah. and jianwen followed, huai le was too engrossed where we are walking towards. after the whole song, we sang take a bow. each one a sentence, still, huai le didn't sing, he only kept laughing at us. after a long walk, huai le told us he saw henderson secondary, but it was actually singtel building. so, i walked forward to look and next to it was SAFRA!!! woohoo, we found our way out. and we took a shortcut again. it's a slope, but it's not very sleep. so we went down with the stick swinging infront of us to destroy the webs. hahaha, and soon, we're done. but this time, the order is like, huai le followed by jianwen, then me and patty. she's afraid, what else. she's afraid to cross the big drain that we just did. and after some encouragement, she did it. hahahaha. and we threw our sticks away like as if we just graduated from high school.

2008-07-04T08:17:00.000-07:00

2008-07-04T07:07:00.000-07:00

tagged by hui yee to do this quiz (and her blog cannot be copied)
1) If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?
erm, i will will be like, like that lah.
2)If you had three wishes, what will that be?
my first wish is to perform SYF over and over again! (and it came true)
second is to have a chalet with pandemonium and noob gang!
third is to get to the same class as pandemonium and noob gang!
3) Did you ever wonder to yourself and asked if you're really real?
when i get really high, i guess.
4) Are you ahead of what lies ahead of you?
one cannot be happy-go-lucky.
5) Would you change yourself for the one you love?
i would change the one i love.
6)Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
obviously being loved by someone. fei hua.
7) How long would you wait for someone you love?
i know someone can wait for life. i don't know.!
8)If the person you secretly liked is attracted, what would you do?
i will definitely not kill that someone.
9) Is there anything that made you feel unhappy these days?
nopes, but there's something that made me HAPPY instead.
10) Did you get butterflies in your stomach when you're around someone you like?
nah, i will if i'm near the exam paper only.
11)Have you ever not been able to get someone off your head?
i get people out of my life instead.
12) Who are the currently most important to you?
all my dear friends around me. including those i only smile at when i see them
13) Have you ever wanted someone you want but you knew you couldn't get?
as if i'm a fortune teller uh!
14) What is the ideal perfect relationship to you?
being honest and fun, i guess.
15) Are you happy with your life?
more than happy!
16) If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who will you pick? the better one or the lousiest one?
hmm, cool stuff! but what if none of them like me. uh huh! brain?
17) What type of friends you like?
someone like PATTY, JIANWEN, CHERYL, JANEL, GERALDINE and BESTIE!
18) Do you often wish something you could change?
i happy with my cool life now. be appreciative!
19) What do you notice when you meet a guy?
what he wears =]
tag 6 person to do this quiz. HAHAHA,
PATTY, of course!
JIANWEN, i want to see your response
GERALDINE, curious curious. sorry uh, i ps you for the second time!
JOLENE, woohoo. you said you love me uh
CHIAMING, chio bu chio bu! eeww.
YIHUI, yoxx, long time no see! i miss the cliques!

2008-07-04T05:38:00.001-07:00
yoxx, i high now. just finished talking to patty and jianwen in conference for cool stuffs. and i experienced brain freeze just now, so i hung for my safely. today, we received a good news!!!! we will be performing SYF again for beijing Olympics closing ceremony, i think. and we will be on the television for the whole CHINA to watch! woohoo, henderson is going to grow big cause of us. the china people that came to watch our performance was impressed and invited us to perform. OMG! i can hardy believe my ears when i hear that we will perform again! woohoo. tomorrow will be going for tessa's birthday, i think. and on sunday, we will be going to qiaoting's house to do some stuff and on monday, we will be attending jitterbugs hiphop workshop!!!!!!!!

2008-07-02T06:06:00.000-07:00

yoxx, my computer broke down. i guess all my contents will be lost too. AW, sad!
i'm like so high these few days, don't ask me why. HAHA. i'm going to say the pledge on friday! GOSH, the worst nightmare ever, trust me. HAHA. i don't feel right blogging now.
I'M GOING TO CHITTERBUGS DANCE WORKSHOP ON 7TH JULY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-30T07:33:00.000-07:00
yoxx, short post short post. couldn't get to sleep yesterday night, images kept flashing in my mind together with the insynergy. OMG, i still cna't get over it alright. Haha, super high today when discussing dance inauguration at the canteen with janel, qiaoting and that girl lah, who else. laughed non-stop, janel knows. hahaha. AND AND AND. JUST KIKI KIDDING IS FABULOUS! just like SYFOC. like woohoo! i want to go for SYF CLOSING ceremony, it's a serious matter. there's closing ceremony alright! hahhaa, kim chong kuk learned how to say YO and what's up today from the trend teacher, MS JAZ.hahaha! okays, i'm sweating and crapping now. HOHO. rush all my homework just now, so, i didn't really have the time to chat with angjianwen, geraldine, janel and tessa. HAHA, i'm guai, and i'm so guai that my computer broke down, OH MANN. i'm currently BORROWING sister's one to use, but it's laggy! WOOTS. okok, just kiki kidding magical show is HIGH and ENTERTAINING. and obviously FUNNY right? hahahhaahah. i'm trying to constipate, i meant concentrate. laughed my head off mann! and manymany more etc. made alot of noise in the threater. so COOL, i know what's patty thinking about, CUT THAT SMILE. hahahaha, getting to high tomorrow, WOOHOO. there's mother tougue tomorrow, but it's all about speaking about the holidays, A PIECE OF CAKE.but a wedding cake to me to say it in chinese. GOODNIGHTS. together, we go heart to heart. pictures another time, maybe when my secretary comes back from it's honeymoon with the PCU and MONITOR SCREEEEN. ART IS GETTING INTERESTING.

2008-06-28T09:31:00.001-07:00
http://hendersonsecondary.multiply.com/photos/album/97
photos are 26th june 2008 SYF. PREVIEW

2008-06-28T08:44:00.000-07:00

loves, SYF 27th june 2008.

thanks ms nic and mr lim for planning the practices.
thanks mr dan and mr kiki tay for the fabulous cherography for the whole dance.
thanks micheal for travelling all the way to singapore to watch our performace.
thanks ms hasina and mrs lim for helping dance to maintain our disclipine.
3 cheers & 3 cheers & 3 cheers for teachers, hip hip hooray, hip hip hooray, hip hip hooray!
thanks qiao ting and janel for the effort they put in for dance club.
thanks janel for that text message that's so touching lahs.
3 cheers & 3 cheers & 3 cheers for janel. hip hip hooray, hip hip hooray, hip hip hooray!
thanks qiaoting for dancing real gracefully even though she fell when the platform is moving
3 cheers & 3 cheers & 3 cheers for qiaoting. hip hip hooray, hip hip hooray, hip hip hooray!
thanks the seniors for sacraficing their study time to perform with us.
we wish you all the best for your O levels! and we will remember and love you all.
dance inaugration will be the best passing down you all will ever had, i promise.
3 cheers & 3 cheers & 3 cheers for sec 4s. hip hip hooray, hip hip hooray, hip hip HOORAY!
3 cheers & 3 cheers & 3 cheers for EVERYONE. HIP HIP HOORAY, HIP HIP HOORAY, HIP HIP HOORAY!
H-E-N-D-E-R-S-O-N. WE SAY WE DO WE CAN, WE HENDERSON CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVES LOVES LOVES & LOVES TO ALL HENDERSONIANS. WHETHER SYF OR NON-SYF

2008-06-28T06:53:00.000-07:00
yesterday was my happiest moments. hahahas. i suddenly felt the urge to blog after viewing the three henderson SYF performance and one finale on youtube. like yo! and there's a damn person who tagged, "henderson sucks, go get some balls before you post this, you bitch!" and i replied cooly. "oh mann, i understand that you're jealous. and it's pretty obvious, don't try to deny. you must be insane to have say that henderson sucks. i pray hard that you're not in henderson and pity the school that you're in. or maybe, you're even expelled. you want us to get what ball? the BALLoons that is inside the colourful lanterns? oh, we have plenty and will be pleased to donate some to you cause i doubt that you don't have even one. oops, maybe you don't even understand. but it's alright " i bet it's cool uh. hahaha. i will miss the sec 4s. and i cried when this year sec 4s are leaving and the concert ended so fast and it's so fun. hahahas, so what will happen to me if this year sec 3s will be leaving? i will cry like mad cans. i miss syf, kept thinking when henderson SYF started until the time when we reached school.
it was damn fun, love quadrant c lahs!
and and, i told celine about that youtube tag and she cooly tagged back too.
"Wow! what wonderful manners you have. lol. do not say henderson sucks. i dont think you can even perform half as well as us. even if it wasnt good, we had tons of fun and we enjoyed it. that's the most important thing. "

2008-06-27T09:49:00.000-07:00
H-E-N-D-E-R-S-O-N, WE SAY WE DO WE CAN, WE HENDERSON CAN. GGOO HENDERSON
I'M MISSING SYF LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS AND CRIED LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS TOO.
IT ENDED JUST LIKE THAT, AND THE SENIORS ARE LEAVING AFTER THIS PERFORMANCE. SAD. TOGETHER........ THE FEELING IS SO UNDESCRIDABLE CAN. EVERYONE WANTS TO HAVE ANOTHER SYF. AT FIRST, ALL OF US WASN'T THAT ENTU TOWARDS SYF. BUT EVERYONE'S MISSING IT NOW. I LOVE GROUP C, YOU ALL ROCK! LIKE TOTALLY, YOU ALL MADE ME STOP CRYING AND WE PLAYED ALL THE WAY. BLAH BLAH BOMB, BLAH BLAH BOMB, BLAH BLAH BOMB TO LAH LAH BOMB. BOMB! LALALALALA bomb LALALALALAbomb LALALALALAbomb. ONLY GROUP C KNOWS AND UNDERSTAND. LOVES TO SYF. THREE CHEER & THREE CHEER & THREE CHEER TO HENDERSON, HIP HIP hooray, HIP HIP hooray, HIP HIP hooray!!!!!!! HAHA, AND WE RAN AROUND THE STADIUM WAVING. AND HENDERSON AUDIENCE HAVE GOT BOMBOMS. WE CAN'T BEAR TO LEAVE THE STADIUM, EVERYONE WAS LIKE SCREAMING AND SCREAMING. ALL ATTENTION WAS ON US. AUDIENCES SHOWED TWO THUMBS UP. HIP HIP HOORAY. EVERYONE WAS HIGH, LIKE WOOHOO. HENDERSON ROCKS, I'M PROUD OF HENDERSON! I DON'T REGRET COMING TO HENDERSON! WE GONNA BE HIGH ON MONDAY, YA? LOVE THE TEACHERS, THE AUDIENCE AND ALL PERFORMANCE. MR DAN ROCKS TOO. HIS CHOREOGRAPHY IS FABULOUS. AND MR KIKI TAY FOR THE COOL FIRE AND SNOW STORM THAT MADE A BIG DIFFERENCE. AND MAGICIAN FROM HONGKONG TO TRAVEL HERE JUST TO WATCH OUR PERFORMANCE. WOOTS!!!!( GO TO PATTY'S BLOG FOR MORE INFORMATION, THANK YOU)

2008-06-24T03:20:00.000-07:00

i should say that today was fabulous. as usual, met patty at the bus-stop and walked to school. SYF-ers was supposed to assemble at the hall, and have assembly at the hall too. so, there's no morning sun, thanks goodness. went to the backstage to get changed, it was chaotic. assembled at the dance studio after changing. then dancers went back to the hall after placing their stuffs at their located corner. stayed back in dances studio to settle some stuff, was almost the last to get on the bus. reached there and found the place familiar, the place where janel and i almost got lost just like yesterday. played murderer and heart attack in the waiting room. shawn's oom is just opposite ours. So cool uh. hahhaas. didn't really dance when they're practicing, cause ms hasina told janel and i to help in the blocking as they're not sure. CAUSE MR DAN DIDN'T COME today. like gosh, spoke on the mic just now, was scary okays. then it was finale! woots, the cool part. all dancers looked as if they're enjoying themselves, except for those lanterns and poles warriors. maybe pole warriors isn't that bad, at least they still swing their colourful strips nicely. dancing on the platform is scary and unsafe, trust me. and i made two new friends, so friendly. HAHAHA. everyone thought that i knew them, but three of us are just friendly, so we get along well. gang-ed up with xiao yan to bully jolene. HAHAS. serve you right

2008-06-23T07:05:00.000-07:00

i'm exhausted by today's work.
blog tomorrow instead.

2008-06-22T05:42:00.000-07:00
yoxx, today was simple. woke up at 12pm, was rolling around on two mattress. the wind was cooling. sister's alarm kept ringing and ringing, it's irritating! mummy came back from market and bought mee for me. and congrats, i have plenty of mosquito bites on my leg and neck. sat down infront of the television and patty texted me. HAHA. in the end, she still got a new phone. same as mine, but it's brown. then helped mummy steam the floor with the hot steamer vacuum. i scald myself twice, how wonderful. steaming the cushions was the best part, having to put your hands on the soft hot cushion is fabulous. maybe you all should try it sometime. then mummy iron-ed clothes and i went online. and she sprayed water at me, bad mummy. after iron-ing the clothes, mummy lied down and watched serials. the hongkong movie is dumb interesting alright. watched until 6.30pm, went to bathe and went for dinner at the chicken rice stall. idiot is trying to explain to me something.

2008-06-21T08:12:00.000-07:00
haha, today was cool. sister and i was woken up by mummy at 9am but we both delayed until 9.45am. i woke up and strolled to the toilet and went to change before sister catches up with me. searched the whole wardrobe and found the "ladies' night" tee. it's beautiful.. okays, went down for breakfast and took public transport to lavender. mummy and sister went to take their passport. after that, sister brought us to some new place underground at dobby gaunt. but the shops were not really opened yet. so mummy told us to go to plaza sing, shopped. i want to get that aldo sandals, but i remembered that i forgot to buy only when i'm on the bus. so forget it. took bus to aunt's house, helped birthday girl to organize the party. was fun for them, cause i'm the organizer. the best game was the obstacle scissors, paper, stone. cool uh. then it was dinner time. OH, before i forgot. i saw my primary 2 & 3 best friend! WEILING. i miss her like mad. she's working now, she changed except for her voice. after dinner, played WII. and cut the birthday cake, then sat down at the dinning table to listen to adult's talk. it's funny having to listen to the kwok sisters chattering. then ryan came to give me the 3D hannah montena spectacles. hahaha. the concert is 3D, so cool! hahaha, but i didn't finish watching. took 4th aunt's car home =] told Rachael not to miss me, and she said okay. hahahahh

2008-06-20T09:23:00.000-07:00
i just feel like blogging can. haha. mummy and daddy always tells me about my childhood. i remember myself crying like mad when i'm in nursery. so whatever! and i'm afraid of knife when i'm young. whenever mummy wants to get a set of knife, i will start crying. HAHA. and when i don't get my milk, i will cry too. oh mann, i miss Australia's gingerbread man. granduncle told me that he will get me one soon. he almost wanted to get me the one when aunt brought us to some deserted place. but mummy said it's okay. so granduncle said that he will buy me next time. i love my granduncle like %&@%)(@&()^% he took great care of me when i'm young. even during holiday trips, granduncle will go along with us. and when i'm so young and cannot take the rides in the amusement parks and mummy daddy and sisters can, he will bring me around to buy things. like how the gingerbread man came, i still remember how it looks like. the buttons on the gingerbread is M&M blue and black chocolate. and the facial appearance is by coloured cream. HAHAHAHAH. that's all!

2008-06-20T05:01:00.000-07:00

it's just two days away from school reopen. oh mann, i don't have to be ready. cause it's SYF practice the whole week. hahaha. we're going to spent everyday in Singapore indoor stadium, taking it as our school. hahah. went out with mummy today, was planning to meet up with da jie and da biao jie for lunch at shenton way. but, mummy thinks we can't probably make it. so, we went down to market with daddy to eat and took bus to mount elizabeth to see DR ALEW OOI. the first person i saw when i'm out form mummy's stomach. he's my idol, he's cool alright. but he had to go for surgery at 3pm, so mummy said next day. so we went to paragon, urge mummy to get out from there quickly. cause it's so so so bored there. then we walked to CK tangs and saw a new collection. SO CUTE, wanted to take a look. but because we both forgotten about wanting to see it after mummy hesitating whether to get the shoes or not. so, we went down to buy food. we bought black pepper chicken for dinner and hotdog bun to shut our stomach up. and then, we went to far east, and walked. and went home after that, and i did all my homework. i feel so carefree now, i love this. watched hongkong serials with mummy and cooked beans. hahaha, heard from bestie that nacli is real fun! i missed the fun! and idiot is dumb!

2008-06-19T07:30:00.000-07:00

yoxx, went out with patty lin today. was a little bit late, not very. cause i was too addicted to the show i'm watching. hahaha, i'm lazy to post. view from ah wang's blog.

2008-06-18T05:17:00.000-07:00
anyway guys, i love threatening chiaming, the president of sotong society. came online and saw two outstanding emails from mr see and mr law. it's so, indescribable. and i'm playing the song" first love", so, it's totally like cool with the content in the email. THANKS! mr law is comfirmed leaving on 22 july! oh mann, i'm gonna miss him and hate that new teacher. but we're all still gonna do our best right? i saved those two emails and made it part of my life, i sound like pastor now. but those emails were encouraging. i'm missing combined practice again! i don't want SYF to be over so soon, just started to feel proud to be in it. coconut rocks, went to NTUC today with daddy and mummy. met sister for lunch at her new working place in bukit merah bank after tuition. i couldn't wake up, this reminds me of something like so long ago. haha, the song separated is truly addicting. first love is cool, i want to learn from janel. and i received a bad news about PA, oh mann. i don't want it to happen, i will miss PA. why is that club so selfish, i don't want to combine for goodness sake. if dance WILL be my second CCA, i might as well quit PA than to combine with that club, alright. so ridiculous, we must be humble, that's life. and geraldine don't rock at all. =]

2008-06-17T05:55:00.000-07:00
1. Do you currently love someone now? i love everyone
2. Do the one you love have a gf/bf now? nopes.
3. If your answer for qn 2 is no, than do he have someone he love now? huh,
4. Do you hate the girl, if the guy you love, love her? depends.
5. If the guy/girl you love, love you one day, what will you do? laugh.
6. Do you ever thought of giving him up? i don't know
7. Do you believe in forever love? nothing last forever, it's in most love songs.
8. Will you sacrify anything for the person you love? well, it depends.
9. If the guy/girl you love now, ask you for help with his relationship with a girl,will you help him? erm, not sure
10. List 10 names of your friend, which you can think of now?-
1. Patty Lin
2. Jazreel Ng
3. Tan Jieling
4. Tracey Toh
5. Tessa Tan
6. Liong Huai Le
7. AngJianWen
8. Geraldine Wong
9. Cheryl Gan
10. Qiu Ting
know 3? tan jieling, her voice is cute.
Will you ever date 10? I love Qiu Ting.
If no 7 want to date you, will you go out with him/her? someone will be angry, right jianwen?
Is 8 single? she's a dumb idiot.
do you get along well with 1? but of course.
When do you know 9? during band concert, love cheryl gan.
Do you go out with 5 often? erm, i don't know, tessa tan!
is 2 single or attached? she is,
Will you love 4 one day? someone will kill me, i swear.
where do 6 live? hahha, near tiong, i guess?
If 4 & 6 are together one day, how will you feel? irritating! 4 is attached. so is 6.
Is 3 & 7 good friend? i don't know, i think not so.
If 2 & 8 love each other, how will you feel? they will only love me, alright.
If 9 & 10 kiss in front of you, how will you feel? haha, both are girls, band members too.
Will you ever get relationship with 6? besties are forever.
What school does 1 study? HENDERSON.

2008-06-17T05:17:00.000-07:00
i feel so proud now, after boasting to WONG HWEEMIN. it's like 78878786 days ever since we chatted. i just mentioned that i don't feel like blogging, but now i do. after editing my blog skin, i felt a sense of excitement. and it's for no reason, yo. liong huai le and angjianwen still owe me green tea, and they haven't pay off their debts. SYF practices seems so addicting and so is "parapara". i miss cliques hanging out and messing around. but holidays are ending soon, and i'm looking forward. those performing for SYF will have one week more for holidays. cause next week, our practices will be everyday at singapore indoor stadium, OMG. i love doing fire treats, and i'm looking forward to learning the snow storm, YOOHOO. i'm getting thristy everyday second, and i'm getting high usually at night. i'll imitate ah wang and made my daddy, mummy and two fat ass sisters laugh their heads off. i miss primary school cliques, hanging around at the playground everyday after eating. and they're yihui, cindy, gerald, jiale, zhong ren, daniel koh, hanrong, samuel ng, guoen and i think i forgot. but it's alright, i remember cooking together at guoen's house, the coolest cooking session. and we're acting as if we're the boss of a company. jiale's the main chef, yihui's the deputy, i'm the finder, the one who finds whatever thing the chef wants. and the rest are the washer and stuff. hahhaha, guoen's house cool, especially his mum who turned on the aircon. the food was fabulous, right? it's a pity that the soup was cold. okays, enough, i love school and dance and and and......